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I have fallen in love, with an amazing man.
A deep love, a very passionate love.
A comfortable relationship.
Acceptance of each other in totality.
Souls connecting in a special way.
Genetic flaws that mirror each other.
Two unique humans, that found each other.
Magnetic.
Love is a strange emotion, effect, consequence, anomaly, carefully crafted emotion.
I had always had a large capacity to love, an infinite capacity to love. I always had love in my heart, more and more to give. To this man, I had given all the love I had in my heart. As much as there was. Or so I thought...
I had been constantly reminded through out our relationship that I had always had more love to give to this man. I fell more and more deeply in love with him, continuously being faced with more and more reasons why I had fallen in love with him.
It was amazing to know that I could never stop falling deeper in love with him.
One moment that gave me an intense feeling of God and love, happened on the 14th July 2012. We had gone hiking in the mountains about an hour and a half from home. It was an amazing location with breathtaking views. We hiked. A couple on a mission. A journey to experience unknown destinations. All we knew is that up is where we were heading. We hike through nature, I see him alive and free in this place, his happy place. His soul is free! It is staggering to witness. It made my heart smile.
It was at the top of the mountain, with him walking a few paces ahead of me, that I experienced that new emotion and experience that showed me my true capacity to love: I looked at him and in my heart, something clicked, a deep emotion that stirred in the very muscle fiber of that precious organ. I had falled in love with this man all over again, for the second time, without ever having fallen out of love with him. This may seem a bit confusin, so let me clarify...
I knew I was in love with him, deeply in love, with everything that was in me and in my heart and soul to give. That moment that I had experienced on the mountain, was another layer of love, another facet of it, that I was entirely unaware of. I had fallen in love with him again. It is strange I know. I had falled in love with another layer of this man, or with ander layer of my heart that I was unaware of.
My original love was just a strong, it has just now been enhanced by another level of love. I am not sure if I am making any sense but it does not bother me though, my soul gets it. I had fallen for this man for the second time. I had the honour of being able too feel that intense feeling of initially falling in love - twice!
What an experience to live through.
I have fallen in love, with an amazing man.
A deep love, a very passionate love.
A comfortable relationship.
Acceptance of each other in totality.
Souls connecting in a special way.
Genetic flaws that mirror each other.
Two unique humans, that found each other.
Magnetic.
Over and over again!
