Sunday, 10 May 2015

By candle light

My darling cat, Angel, in full view in candle light. So precious!

The strangest dream

I've had the strangest dream. We look behind us and see the city, we look around us and see 2 wooden crosses, we look at each other with tear stained cheeks. On the top of Golgotha we stand. Hand in hand.

Have we travelled far enough to allow our tears to fall? Have we shed the crosses meant to bear?

I've had the strangest dream. On top of Golgotha we kneel and seek forgiveness. Hand in hand. Tear for tear. A choir of Seraphim singing songs of light.

Have we travelled far enough to allow our tears to fall? Has the light been shined on all the places where darkness looms?

I've had the strangest dream. Two branches from the trees of olives handed to us. An aid to walking on this path forward.

Here I stand on top Golgotha and see the city before me and the cross beside me. The Angel choir singing of light. The walking stick in my hand. The tears below my cheeks. A hand is stretched out, waiting for its counterpart to take.

We have travelled far enough to allow our tears to fall.

Thursday, 7 May 2015

Eat. Pray. Truth

There is something profoundly true about this particular paragraph that speaks to my soul and my heart combined.

Tuesday, 5 May 2015

Thank you

For the night you took my hand and walked with me. Thank you. For the kiss that moved my soul. Thank you

A final candle burns for us on a special place.

Monday, 4 May 2015

The same

I have seen my pain
I have felt my pain
I have seen your pain
I have felt your pain
Our pain is the same
Twin sparks

Was this the point of our experience?
Is this the path that we had to take?
Was being woundmates our destiny all along?
Our soul tears brought us together.
Out physical tears tore us apart.

Somewhere between a watery soul and blurry vision,
Lies the lesson we were meant to learn.
Can you feel it?
Can you hear it?
The universe speaks so loudly.
Guiding us along the way.

Forever thankful I will be,
For all that you meant to me,
For every smile and for every tear,
Perfection was always so near.
Perfect in the consequences of decisions made,
A time of blessing it has been for you and me.

Only now I can see the path set out for me,
I pray to God that also your path will be revealed.
Forever our souls will dance and be,
On the mountains and by the sea.
Take comfort that our souls can see,
That which was and is meant to be.

Finally I have seen my pain.
Finally I have seen your pain.
Our pain is the same.
Twin sparks
Now I see,
How things were meant to be.

Message from God

It seems God has a message for me.
Time to be silent. To pray. To hear.

It might be a long night.


A candle is burning in the window. A prayer utters over my lips.
I am listening. I am ready to hear.