Tension & the effects!

So after this week of absolute manic work, and 16 hour workdays, I am now finished. Done.
Believe me, I am tired as a slut playing around in a field of vibrators for a weekend.

The tension in my shoulders are epic, they are constantly aching. HOWEVER, my two biggest deadlines have come and gone, and the work was done to absolute splendor as expected. I am very proud of myself now. As I rightly deserve to feel. So now the tension has slacked, I am smiling again... there is a catch. As there always is.

All my other deadlines have been moved up as a result of the massive projects, so today, this Friday, I was supposed to catch up on work. Which I was completely ready for this morning. Now however, I dont want to work. I just want to relax and browse the internet and talk crap with Veronica (see previous posts) and just be. Not work. Just be.

I think I deserve it no? After putting in so much in the last 2 weeks? Yes? Yes!

So this is the shit with this tension, if I still had the intense pressure and fear of missing deadlines, I would have been working on the other projects as we speak. So now that the tension has been released, I am so not interested in my other work. How screwy is that.

HAHAHA! I don't care. No-one is going to rush my victory lap. My celebration with Lindt and coffee!

A toast and snack to the ones who have made it through! Stretched and pulled to the limit maybe, but survived. Take that victory lap. Pat yourself on the back. You deserve it. Thoroughly!

Power to you all!
Ray