So yesterday I heard this song, by Neil Young - and as I listened to the lyrics and the music, I got that feeling in the pit of my stomach - and the truth hit home. I remembered the dances I shared with my once partner, in hotel rooms and random times - without music, just us, swaying to music. Tears welled in my eyes and I excused myself - what a beautiful memory to keep.
Come a little bit closer
Hear what I have to say
Just like children sleepin'
We could dream this night away.
But there's a full moon risin'
Let's go dancin' in the light
We know where the music's playin'
Let's go out and feel the night.
Because I'm still in love with you
I want to see you dance again
Because I'm still in love with you
On this harvest moon.
When we were strangers
I watched you from afar
When we were lovers
I loved you with all my heart.
But now it's gettin' late
And the moon is climbin' high
I want to celebrate
See it shinin' in your eye.
Because I'm still in love with you
I want to see you dance again
Because I'm still in love with you
On this harvest moon.
So the Holy truth, of the Holy truth is that I am not done loving yet. So many lessons that I have learned, so many life changing and altering lessons, that I am applying to my life and improving myself. It is scary having feelings of loving someone, who wants to let you go. All things fade in time. For now, I take a strange comfort in my love, as I have before.
This path I am on is meant for loneliness - to truly understand. To truly allow myself to feel.
I am blessed to be connected to amazing friends and family who I see regularly - yet there is still something missing, that enhances my life. I am not done loving yet.
Let the wind carry the words across the oceans and mountains, and your mind fill with memories dancing...
May God help me through this journey, through many harvest moons - through healing and growth. Through peace, light and happiness. Pieces come together one by one. I have faith always.
Yours always, dear readers.
Ry
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